А я сегодня в раю.
Спасибо Арти за это х) Ссылка на группу Англия/Испания на тумблере просто сделала мой вечер.
Скоооолько я всяких вкусностей нашёл, просто словами не передать! Давненько не было такого улова. И всё такое классное, хоть каждый арт бы сюда выставил, да вот их как-то многовато...
А сколько НЦ, ваа!И вот такой вот фик а-ля письмо Артура к Антонио.
Я хотел перевести, но потом передумал. Так мне нравится больше.
И горите в аду те, кто считает, что это слишком сопливо.
"Antonio,
I…
Alright, here I go.
читать дальшеAntonio, I… I have never been a very good person in general, and I am sure you are aware of that. I was never an acceptable “friend”, or companion, parent, or lover. Though, I… I have come to adore you. Your smile, your sunny personality, your adorable curly hair, your beautiful eyes. I have become, well, quite smitten with you, which I’m sure everyone, and even you, have noticed. Writing to you has brought me great pleasure these past few weeks, and have provided me with a bit of entertainment. Apparently, I do not “get out” enough, which I am quite fine with. Socializing is not my favorite past time.
Anyway, I… I do not even understand why I even have to speak this much. It should be simple to just say it, right? I do not quite understand why I cannot simply tell you those little words. But, it would seem rather pointless if I treated it as a simple matter, so I suppose it is best to convey every bit of my feelings to you, for you to understand how I truly feel. Otherwise it might just seem very empty, wouldn’t it?
A-Anyway, I cannot recall when this annoyance turned into a subtle preference, then evolved into an endless affection and adoration. We never truly got along, and I never questioned that nature because I had accepted it and never thought different of it. Though it seems fate enjoys to play lovely little tricks with my heart, and I have found that I.. I love you.
Many people say that quite a bit though, so I am not sure if those words are enough to convey what I am trying to say. How do I show this? I am sure you, and everyone else, are very much aware of how I feel towards you but… I find it a bit strange. For a long time I never felt comfortable with accepting my attraction to men, people of the same gender, and now I find myself head over heels in love with you. I-I am not quite comfortable with how I am at times, but, when I think of you, or your smile, or your laugh, or your little tantrums, or… anything about you really, I get a warm feelings. It’s very light, and comfortable, and I cannot help but smile simply because of you. Everything about you I have come to adore. Your accent, your optimism, your laugh, your appearance, your ability to make everyone smile.
I was always a bit jealous of that aspect about you. No matter where you went, you seemed like you could befriend anyone. While I barley even understand how to comfort my own son. But again, fate used her cruel little trick but letting you even charm me. Oh, how I have come to love you…
I am sure there are many more deserving of your heart.
I am sure there are many more deserving of your affection.
I am sure there are many more deserving of your happiness.
I am sure there are others you desire you.
But, I…
I enjoy everything we have done together. They’re like my little treasures. Every embrace, kiss, smile, laugh. Or simply just being together in general, I love every passing moment of it.
Antonio, my dear, I love you.
More so than anything else in this world.
You are the sun to my storm, and I am humbly grateful to even be acknowledged with your affection and love.
I… I cannot think of what else to say but…
Would you be my own, my sweet darling, Antonio?"